So it's been.....5 months since my last journal entry and......3 months since I last logged on to this thing. How sad. But it makes sense, since college is pretty much kicking my ass at the moment. Joyous.

I really want to start doodling again (not that I ever doodled much to begin with) but math is determined to crush me under it's overwhelming weight, and I'm on the verge of failing. Which is something that has never happened to me before, and I refuse to let this be the first time I do fail. I'm only a freshman in college. Can't it at least wait until my junior year when I start taking the crazy advanced classes?

Guess life just hates me. Oh well. Guess that's what I get for taking the most failed class on campus. Blah.

In other news, I've simultaneously decided to drown myself in the wondrous world of roleplaying. Somehow I got myself into seven threads, four of which require about 1000 word replies. As if I don't have enough homework already without adding to my stressful workload. But it's fun, and I enjoy it muchly, and I wouldn't change anything for the world.

Except for the math. Stupid Calculus.

Oh, and I also wish Terrawin were still here. T_T I'm still crying on the inside. Val....my baby......

But Elly and LA are pretty awesome. And crazy. Perfect for me. ^_^


OH. And I'm so over my VK obsession. I'm obsessing over FYGK right now. Rimudo....so hot......*_* I wish I could draw him, but I'd butcher him. So pretty. I am not worthy to draw him.